You know, I was all set to write a really miserable blog post yesterday. A few people let me down (if you think it’s you, it probably isn’t), I had a rubbish day at work, and I just felt like saying fuck it to the world, and packing it all in to play games all day. Just at the right time though, I stumbled across a few inspirational blog posts that spurred me on to try and gain some happiness out of the downturn I was feeling, so here I am today, happier.
The biggest thing I’m trying to change in my life to combat these feelings is to start doing something useful on an evening again, even if it’s not something big. For the past few months all I’ve been doing is going to work, coming home, then sitting playing games or lounging in front of the telly. I knew I needed to change it, but I really couldn’t be arsed. There’s a few project ideas I’ve had in my head for a while now that I’ve decided to start, so I’ve got something to do on an evening again, other than just games.
Also, I’m trying to eat/live healthier, which is proving far more difficult than doing something productive on an evening again. I’m starting to get into the habit of going to the gym again, but it’s the eating properly side that’s bloody hard. I’ve never eaten properly in my life, so changing a lifetime habit of eating shit is, well, changing a lifetime habit. But I’m getting there, slowly. I feel better because of it already, and I’m already starting to be more aware of foods that are bad for you.
I’ll keep you updated over the next few weeks how the life-change is going.
You think you had a crap day at work. You should try looking at your ugly mug all day!!
;-)
That was my very reason for a crap day, looking at YOUR ugly mug all day!